i just got home from guitar center. what the hell am i doing? im just adrift in a sea of nothingness. i got a fortune saying that i should stop searching because happiness is right next to me. damnit thats what gets me. its right under my nose. and i just havent seen it. here i spend all this time looking. and bam! there it is. where is it? under ( Read more... )

yeah, who knows whats goin on. my life lately has been sort of a binge without the booze or drugs and whatnot. i havent payed any attention to long term goals. or any goals for that matter. that and the fortunes ive been getting in my jones sodas have been kinda weird lately. i hope im not the only one who gets most of their insight from the ( Read more... )

my god, its full of stars

i think i need to start hanging out with people my own age. not to knock all my friends that are younger than me, they kick ass. its just that i havent hung out with old friends or people my own age in such a long time. i just feel like somethings missing. and sometimes i wish stevo didnt have to be so...mormon.

yeah your always
up to no good

im exploding, ideas, all kinds of stuff, right now music has become more of a big thing than ever, the only problem is im out of work, mabye thats why. i also think im romanticly disabled or something. so i think i should find something to do with my time so i dont think about girls and why i cant get them or whatever. i love playing the upright ( Read more... )

i dont fit ( Read more... )

fuck that

my friend sarah said it best. i need a life. i notice that im too needy and immature to have good relationships with people. i tend to fuck things up a lot, i say that all the time. i dont know what im doing, but i know im not the only one. i just know that i need to get in shape. im letting myself go, im always tired, i feel like im getting fat. ( Read more... )

emptyness consumes me ( Read more... )