i went to the locust and dillinger escape plan last night, it was.......yeah i just dont know. the locust is really good. along with dillinger, its just that they're both too chaotic, too complex, too noisy. they dont play a single thing you could tap your foot to or anything like that, its just a spasm of noise. its just not what im into right now

i bought sing the sorrow today, finally. i dont know why i havent had it before, its just soooo good. i also want to buy a specials album, i think i deffinitely need them in my collection. all of it is just great music to listen too. and thats what im really focusing on right now ( Read more... )

yeah, i cant take it anymore, i just really need school to be over. i need to do something else with my life. the same fucking essay over and over. the same fucking rutine of going to class. its sunny, its like spring or something. shit man. everytime. i cant take it anymore

damn you people with your prospects. and your things to look forward too. like college. or art schools. or just art in general. im an artist. just a different kind. i just have no way of getting my art to other people...that and i have a bad problem with self confidence

im worn out by the tedium and lack of progress of my everyday life. shit if anything im going backwards. no longer am i in a band. i need a profession. anybody know of any tugboats that need captaining?

WICKYYY WOOO!!!!!!!!!!! WICKY MOTHER FUCKING WOOO GOD DAMNIT... i only need to be burned with the soldering iron once to know when to give up

shit bitch! im funky fresh!

i notice that people who read this say im too emotional. or that i need to stop being so depressed. mabye i am depressed. or mabye thats just me. i dont think im cut out for this. i seem to be failing a lot lately. ive always known that failure is nothing but your own doing. im just not aplying myself. because i just dont see a future in anything. ( Read more... )

so its presidents day. which presidents exactly are we talkin about here? all of them? or just the ones that had to do with the building of the nation. all i know is. its another excuse for car dealerships to have a "sale", as for me, i have something eating at the back of my mind. the left speaker on my stereo has a defect or something. its no big ( Read more... )

i just want to rock. its what i was put here for. now get the fuck out mah way.