jason spoiled me this year. i had a great day, despite having a rough past few months ( Read more... )

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today isn't over & have already eaten a bunch of food. i have to write it down now because i am going out later. i don't usually eat 3 set meals, i just kind of eat periodically throughout the day, so i tried to categorize it as close to a meal as possible ( Read more... )

i always tend to get sick at random times and never seem to have enough energy lately. someone told me to write down everything i eat so i can see if something makes me sick or if i'm eating too much/little of something ( Read more... )

i have so much to be happy for, but happiness is a day to day struggle for me. why can't life be perfect??

sometimes (most times) i think jason is absolutely perfect for me. and then sometimes he acts so indifferent and inattentive toward me even though i tell him that he is acting that way and i feel insecure. it's like he ether doesn't care about me or he is just being an airhead. why doesn't he see that it makes me sad when he acts like that? i have ( Read more... )

sometimes my customers give me tips (like $10-$20). it is never the pain in the ass customers who i hate dealing with who give me tips, it's always my nice, low maintenance customers who do. i feel a little dirty when this happens.

i never write in my livejournal anymore. mostly because i am too lazy, but also i think that no one wants to hear about my life. but if no one wanted to hear about my life, then they just wouldn't come here, so i'm going to update about nothing really. just an update ( Read more... )

1. i am pregnant. to the point where it is very visible. i just find out that i am pregnant and start to freak out because i am either not married, in a relationship, or have to get fitted for a wedding gown and i realize i don't want to be pregnant at my wedding. and then i start getting very physically uncomfortable (like i actually am pregnant) ( Read more... )

i reallllllllllly want to watch rock of love & tough love right now but since the wind is blowing so hard, i think it is making my direct TV not work ( Read more... )