Today would have been their one-year wedding anniversary.

It just adds up, doesn't it?

Seems like I only get around to updating this thing when I'm depressed...

"I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me; I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me"

Help?

I've moved into a state of emtional numbness...

When so much is going on, how can I feel nothing?

Please?

I feel like I'm falling apart and no one is left to pick up the pieces.

No one even notices that I'm not all here.

That is all.

~That's the secret to life... replace one worry with another. (Charles Schulz)~

Yeah, life kinda sucks right now, so I am going to update about my fish. I've been doing a lot of homework lately to occupy my mind, and when I say "do homework", I mean "stare at my fish". Thus, I've been noticing a lot of peculiar habits they have ( Read more... )

Ask me four (4) questions. They can be anything you want; nothing is off limits to ask. I will be as honest as possible when I answer. Do the same thing in your LJ and see what people say. Hope all of you participate!

~The truth is rarely pure and never simple. (Oscar Wilde)~

Hell has frozen over. I am updating ( Read more... )

So, some, or maybe just one of you, is a little concerned about my whereabouts, so I figured I'd post to let you know that I am at least still alive ( Read more... )

I cleaned my room yesterday. I mean really cleaned it. I even vacuumed my stuffed animals. And made my bed. Now it looks like nobody lives in it. Wait. As of tomorrow, no one will. I move out tomorrow morning. Not just spending a couple of nights away from home - this is moving out of the house for nine months at a time. Wow ( Read more... )