I've failed all of you...

[levia_the_whisp]

I know you've noticed a mild difference in me lately...and if you haven't...then I was right all along...I can't change who i am deep down...and this is something that's been brooding in me for a while now...well, no matter how hard i've tried...i can't change...i'll give you some examples

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[chuchuchika]

You'd feel much better if you smiled more. Get some sunshine - go try and make someone's day. Maybe if you start pushing that huge heavy boulder called "joy" it will start rolling and crush the world with it's jollyness. =D and then it will go uphill half way, start rolling backwards and hit you with the jolly feeling of joy, too.

That's just the way I like to look at things.

[levia_the_whisp]

...heh...thanks sis...

[godsquadsuicide]

hey kiddo... YOU JSUT SAW ME. crazy.
something i've noticed... a trend so to speak... about your posts, is that you are always trying desperatly to change.
that's not the point though Chris. It's not about changing, or forcing people to see you differently. i exhausted myself this way. A word from the young and underdeveloped mind of a friend chris, "just be. Be yourself. Let things happen and roll off of and around you. Accept. Accept what you have, what you've been, what's happened, but mostly what is. What is at this moment." Chris it's not about good or bad. Failing or Succeeding. Just... be? Any who. Chris. stay. relax. and keep at it.
Life is for living, not regretting. Not holding back or pushing too hard. remember chris. i am truly an underdevloped girl, but i am certain that the only problem you really have is struggle. SO STOP. or don't. whatever really.
Have a pleasant day, and thanks for the before work cheer!

[levia_the_whisp]

Thank you K, i really appriciate it...i really do...