but men tell me im beautiful all the time.

i dont like it.

every time a man tells me, usually in the midst of some type of passionate embrace of sexual sorts, that i am so beautiful, i kind of feel like i might vomit ( Read more... )

+ i have a feeling my birthday will be dreadful - absolutely painful and sad in every way possible, i will end up in tears, alone, and then have to fake happy upon b-day celebrations at benihana. this dreadful b-day weekend will lead to a dreadful first week of new-age and i will just be dreadfully doomed to depression.
+ i have a feeling people ( Read more... )

http://kevan.org/johari?name=anthony...+ (the '...+' is part of the link)

dooo ittt.

American Cities That Best Fit You:

65% New York City

65% San Francisco

60% Boston
60% Washington, DC

55% Los Angeles

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

was the first night, in a while, which i have not been intoxicated/stoned/medicated.

and reality is fucking painful.

i dont even understand how i get like this.

why i am always like this.

corinthians 13 : though i speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, i have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal ( Read more... )

i get a blue(or maybe grey) one, with less fringe, for christmas. eeee.

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i dont think i get the laptop because i have a car, an unofficial present, but i guess its "asking a lot" ...

blaah. i want that laptop so badly.

how i relate most, to two very fucked up characters in 'Angels In America ( Read more... )

my mommy is so awesome ( Read more... )

TEN FIRSTS ( Read more... )