so i'm pregnant. and its lame. and i'm only writing about it cuz i kno no one looks at my live journal. i went to the emergency room tonite becuz i kept throwing up and stuff. but the worst part isnt that i'm pregnant. the doctor said that my body isnt developing the maternal qualities necessary to support the life of my baby. therefore theres only ( Read more... )

i havent been on this in a long time but the chances of my friends finding it and reading it are much slimmer than anything i could put on myspace ( Read more... )

i feel it necessary to take this time to get out a lot of things that have been bothering me lately. the phases of my life have become extremely apparant to me in the past couple months. the years of high school are reaching an end and it seems like the have been split into distinct sections. i miss each section and each has become sacred to me in ( Read more... )

things are so good. i'm so busy. and so happy. and so moody lol. i think its now when things get so good that i start to think about it again. and everywhere i go theres a whisper of what was before. i dont know really. i cant figure out what it is that i'm really feeling which is kind of annoying. so i've been avoiding it... keeping myself so busy ( Read more... )

my life is so much easier now that i spend my moments getting over him instead of dwelling on him. i'm so happy i cant stand it. motivation is my friend. come see the play november 18th 19th and 23rd or u are a total loser no kidding. i love you!

Lexa

So you sailed away ( Read more... )

now i remember why i hated girls so much in middle school. i still hate them now actually. they are ridiculous. why does every little thing have to go from mouth to ear across the entire population of girls under 20 within a day? and things get so twisted around and messed up that by the end the opposite of what was said is what reaches the ear of ( Read more... )

o where do i start? there is so much to tell and so much drama that goes along with it ( Read more... )

so it turns out i wont be moving to ny afterall. but i have had a great week gettin to kno my father and his family as well as shopping til i literally dropped from exhaustion. i'm heading back home in about 30 mins and from there i will see if my mom will let me go back to ny til school starts. i guess louisville isnt realy that bad after all. i ( Read more... )

so i talked to my mom about movin to ny today. she was a lot more accepting of the actual thought of it than i had ever imagined her to be. she seemed like she wasnt happy about it but she wasnt against it either. my brother on the other hand was pretty upset and that made me pretty upset becuz i love him very much and everything. i dunno. i dont ( Read more... )