school starts in exactly one week. then what? this was my goal. i've accomplished it. so...now i need a new one ( Read more... )

today i was walking beneath the dogwood trees ( Read more... )

at the end of the night, after what feels like the longest day of the longest year and my feet ache walking home, down south street, to my mess of an apartment, i think about how good it will feel to sprawl out across my bed and just stare up at the ceiling and not think about anything at all, just lay there completely alone with myself.

that is all ( Read more... )

i think in blank verse all the time and fragment my thoughts with visualized line breaks ( Read more... )

i still exist ( Read more... )

we walked along those railroad tracks and you measured your strides to fit the sleepers ( Read more... )

i can admit things.

thursday.
i took my hands off the handle bars just to feel more free.
arms outstretched. the sun was beating down and you can feel the salt and sweat on your skin and it feels nice to feel something so natural against the wind that brushes against your face, relief!
the mountains, desolation and pine trees all around.
my dad ( Read more... )

the fortune teller fish you gave me still says i'm in love and that's how i'll live my life from now on ( Read more... )

me: tell me something beautiful.
you: we held hands.

i ask myself on a daily basis: "what the fuck am i doing?"
i bet you ask yourself the same thing.

i want to feel alive ( Read more... )