how come none of my friends write in their journals anymore? Hmmmmmmmmm.... that's kinda boring. How can I stay updated if I don't know what's going on? DUH!!!!!

I had a very long night at work tonight! It sucked and I'm an IDIOT!!!!! I would ahev been home 2 and a half hours ago Had I not made such dumb mistake!!! I have to take my test tom. Because I promised!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to bed... I just logged on to check my makl! NIGHT!!!!

I hate my life sometimes.. i don't hate myself I just hate the unknowing. I just want to be happy and I don't get why that seems so hard. Maybe it's me, maybe I demand too much out of life and the people I'm with. Maybe I have too many flaws and I should just be alone. I can't seem to make anyone happy either. They either cheat on me or break my ( Read more... )

Ryan came up to work to see me today. I love Him. He's such an all around great guy. He always makes me laugh even when I'm not in a very humorous mood. Work was okay. I was only there for like four hours but it felt like any eternity. I taded my Monday and firday's with Tammy so Lacy and I can do hair and stuff. I'm going to do laundry tomorrow. I ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful time last night. I haven't had that much fun in a very long time. I just let go and I was able to be myself and I didn't have to deal with the normal drama of going out. We went to Eve and then we went to the barn. I have not been there in a long time. It was just fun to be able to spend time with Lacy and not have someone ( Read more... )

I love you Lacy.... it means the world to me to have the oppurtunity to accompany you to prom. Nothing means more to me. i love how close we have become even in the past few months I feel like we have grown closer. I know we argue but I love that we can talk through our problems now. I feel like you have grown with you so much, in what we have ( Read more... )

This journal entry is dedicated to someone who used to be very close to me and now well, you decide ( Read more... )

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***by the way my new e-mail is NinaWeena1984@aol.com
Just in case you want to chat!!!!!

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