Time seeems to pass so fast and by the you have a chance to blink everything just seems so wrong. I 've spent the past 3 years of my life just jumping around frome place to place house to house.... nothing really feels like home. I try to make my self at home as much as possible but sometimes it's just too hard. The evets of the past month or so ( Read more... )

If I sat her for 12 hours you still wouldn't understand what's wrong with me so I'm not even going to try. I did however have a wonderful time at Zachary's birthday party! I really needed this weekend and I'm glad that it unfolded the way it did ( Read more... )

Helloooooooooooo everyone... I'm at Erica's and Lacy's. I'm spending the night with them so that Lacy and I can hang and out and do our hair tom. Amber and I went to wal-mart yesterday and got some more things for our apartment. I'm very excited about it. I have worries of course but no more than she does and even if I didn't move in with her now I ( Read more... )

My life feels so much more in order now. I now that some people may not agree with the things in my life that i am doing but I'm happy and honest and to me that's all that matters. I'm actually very happy now. Lacy Brandi Chantel and I went out to eat and to the mall. We had alot of fun! I had a wonderful time with Liz last night. We took Abby to ( Read more... )

I think it's kinda funny how you find out who will always be at your side at the oddest times. Pride was Sooooooooooooo much fun!! We had a blast on Saturday! Beer and girls and beads... what else could we have asked for. I went to chances with Lacy Erica my mom and Barbara. Of course Jamie JO and her crowd. We were pretty drunk by the time we ( Read more... )

I'm at the library with Spam! We went and had lunch with my mommy and barbara and amanda. It was alot of fun. They are..... very "goofy" ... ummm yeah that's a good word!, when they are all together. Amber and I really need to enroll in our class. If we don't do it soon we won't be able too. I'm going home tonight I have some stuff I need to do ( Read more... )

Amber Ruben and I are at hollywood! We decided to have a gay night like old times... We are having alot of fun. I miss hanging out with them together. Even if they are kinda crazy!!!! I had a REALLY BAD day today but I have vented enough and I really don't feel like talking about it. Amber and i are going to have lunch with my mommy tom. I'm ( Read more... )

Today Liz took me and I got... my nails done, my hair cut, my eyebrows waxed, i got a new purse, new makeup and a wonderful dinner at Joe's mmmmmmmmmmmmmm...snowcrab!!!!! I had a great time,,,, made me feel like a woman ( Read more... )

"Quit trying to be cute and please save people some room, i tried deleting you from my LJ buddy list, and it wont remove you, so for ther sake that i tried, please only write maybe 2 entries a day, instead of talking about BRITNEY all the damn time you fucking loser! i hate you and i hope you just stop existing ( Read more... )

Things are going pretty well in my life right now. There are still alot of things in my head that are bothering me, but I'm sure as time goes by I'll be fine. Nothing phases me the way that it used to. Things go up and down just the way it always has, but the bad and my positivity overwhelms the bad. It helps that I have people in my life that I ( Read more... )