I watch as he swims by, peeking out of the corner of his eyes to check whether I approve of his effort level, his technique. I have trouble regarding him as a boy, I am able to look past his childish face, into his wise eyes, he opens his mouth to speak and I am sure he is going to enlighten me. "I hid Kate's shoe in the boys locker room, but didn ( Read more... )

Anticipation and incorrigble situations are ruling my brain right now. It's as if I am waiting to start my life -again- while half of it is falling apart, and the other half is bulding and new. I have lost momentum and clear thought on what is going on right now, but here is a quote to sum it up ( Read more... )

I had my life figured out at the simple age of sixteen. I was strong, determined, I made my own fate. On the path of becoming a doctor, surrounding myself with other students of ambition, determination, and self-confidence. I faced adversity if it were merely a rock that I'd have to hurdle. I entered the college life, insanely in tune with myself. ( Read more... )

college campuses and cigarrettes. the days to remember.

what is it about mornings...is it just me or do they always scream denial?

Today is a good day.

The human memory has always amazed me. Its beautiful knack of interjecting random moemories into my everyday thoughts with no absolute relevance. Perhaps it was the sudden drop of rain that saturated my face, or the contours of the pavement that forced this memory into my sometimes too vivid imagination. I guess I say I never regret, but I ( Read more... )

So, how have you been since we last saw eachother?
When did we last see eachother?
When you gave me 60 bucks and put me on a bus.

[sometimes, i feel like my life is a movie plot, of an over analyzed, underappreciated indie film.]

The smoke is rising
in the shadows overhead
my glass is almost empty

Precisely 530pm.
Is it quite nerdy of me,
that I get excited
when I see "Union Pacific, Building America"
as it zooms by?

Familiar faces, my name falling from their lips.
Serene.

In love I am.
With this life.

Don't be fooled.
Genuine, loving, amazing, beautiful people, are out there.
You just gotta find them.
Lucky I am.
I will never take that for granted again.

The people in my life are similar to the blankets on my bed.
Comforting, warm, reliable, trustworthy, soft, kind.
I am in love with so many people.