Finally, the chaos is not an internal affaird. Tangible obstacles and frustrations have presented themsevles. Believe me, I do not find pleasure in this, more of an "okay, this is manageable".

I can get a job I can pay the phone bills
I can cut the lawn, cut my hair, cut off my cholesterol
I can work overtime I can work in a mine
I can do it all for you,
But I don't want to.

I'm so cool, too bad I'm a loser
I'm so smart, too bad I can't get anything figured out
I'm so brave, too bad I'm a baby
I'm so fly, that's probably why it
Feels just like I'm falling for the first time

if the only reason you talk to me is because you have nothing better to do, fuck off.

Here's to all the husbands who've won you
All the losers who've lost you
and all the lucky bastards that get to meet you

Tonight I sang Paradise By The Dashboard Light by Meatloaf at the top of my lungs.

insurmountable dispondency


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tor·pid ( P ) Pronunciation Key (tôrpd)
adj.

Deprived of the power of motion or feeling; benumbed.
Dormant; hibernating.
Lethargic; apathetic. See Synonyms at inactive.

[Latin torpidus, from torpre, to be stiff. See ster-1 in Indo-European Roots.]

Life is so unpredictable.
I'm enjoying the ride
negative or positive.

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Waiting for the rain to stop
destinations beautiful
seems i'm still waiting for the sun
some day it will come back to us.