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Can you still feel the butterflies?
I think, I am finally doing what Michael phrased as "enjoying the chaos". I know he likes to be called Mike now, but he's Michael, and I appologize if he is reading this ( Read more... ) -
These reeling emotions just keep me alive
the hardest thing i've ever done,
is waiting for when i can fix
the biggest mistake i've ever made. -
I'm not your star
The transition has been made from reckless participant to responsible adult. As i circled the room, making small conversation about where we've been and where we are going and how difficult it currently is, i look around and traveled back in time. I remeber the days where my friendships were absolute, something to be envied. We were something to be ( Read more... ) -
Leave my heart for the world to see
Perhaps I need to put my life into perspective. Perhaps these entries are all redundant, but really, this journal is for me, not for you ,I just wish not to hide it, so that is why I publish it on the internet ( Read more... ) -
You make the calls tonight
I keep seeing this commerical on TLC for a documentary about men in the rodeo. They make it sound so dangerous [which it is] but they also make it sound so important. I believe if I wasn't looking at the commercial,and they didn't say "Rodeo" in the dialouge, I would think they were talking about the military, firefighters or police men. I mean ( Read more... ) -
I <3 Chinese
"Success is an accumulation of successful days."
That's my fortune cookie. I agree.
I vow to make my days successful.
Thank you to Brian, Chris, Ashley and Laura for the support today. -
No hero in her sky
An empty room. Lights blazing. Bright as the sun. Endless hours inside. In a chair, the kind that hurts your butt bones. Horrific words bouncing around. Humiliation. Nothing concrete. My brain ( Read more... ) -
April 11th 2005
What is it really all about? I'm so lost as to what I should be placing as more meaningful-the vast open sky with the sliver specks resembling diamonds, or the fact that I can barely feel your fingers against mine? The possibility of us connecting is equally as amazing as how small we are in this universe. I hear you sigh and every image of perfect ( Read more... ) -
Maybe I could show you something you havent seen.
What a good day.
My life is turning around.
I like it.
I met someone new.
He's nice.
I feel good about me and Chris.
I hope he doesn't get too stressed by school.
Yesterday I hung out with Ashley and Jess.
FUN!
LOVE LOVE
