How come I am expected to do things that the demander wont do themselves? Nobody is allowed to demand my attention, especially when you don't deserve it. There are very few people who have earned that right now. basically, fuck off.
sometimes my body decides not to feel. It just shuts off. I'm okay. This amazing numbness just rolls through my body like a rollar coaster. I become lost, and sink, so far. The amazing warm touch of those genuine souls who save you are what I live for.