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SCHOOL =\
well first of all, i am NOT ready for school, mentally or emotionally or phyiscally. i have no school supplies but what i have left over from last year because my mother desided that i had all i needed, what a bitch, also my brothers car broke down meaning we either have to catch the bus of try to get my mother out of bed or if worst comes to worst ( Read more... ) -
i surived
ok so i survied abnd camp. YAY! i still want to drop out, but im not, im not a quiter so there! umm.. thats pretty much all that has been goning on in my life is band. except on the negative side and isnt there always a negative side, colby and i r not working out. i like him alot but i feel like he's just using me and he doesnt really like me, ( Read more... ) -
BAND CAMP... AAAHHHHHH!!!
yeasterday was the 1st day of band camp, and it sucked soooo bad, i thought i was about to die! the 1st thing that sucks sooo bad was, i almost passes out! litterly i blacked ut. im standing there and by whole body went numb and everything went black, and what i didnt know til after the fact, i was swaying, and everyone was standing still but me, ( Read more... ) -
Dang
Dang guys, well i was going to update yesterday and i did but i excited out and lost everything! Then I got mad and just shut off everything, I guess that’s just part of my anger problem, oh well! Ne ways, I have a feeling this is going to be a long entry. Oh well! Well 1st I went to SLU which was awesome, except for some things, but that doesn’t ( Read more... ) -
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Hey guys, i've relived that im clueless about everything, im not sure of anything, and i dont know anything! but i hope with all my heart that will change next week at the leadership conference. im sick of this feeling, and if it doesnt change soon, i will seek professional help. i desided that my feelings arent normal and they need to change! and ( Read more... ) -
montreat
I’m Back ( Read more... ) -
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Ok guys my life is soooooo boring. Today I woke up at 9:50, I really wanted to sleep in because I knew I had nothing better to do, but I just couldn’t, I keep having the worst nightmares and I keep waking up, constantly in the middle of the night. so all I did today is watch the Lord of the Ring that movie is 3 hours HOLY CRAP, that was the longest ( Read more... ) -
today
ok well today, i wook up at 9:00 so i knew if i didnt do something it would be a long day. so i called my grandma to see if she oculd take me to the mall so i could go shopping. she said yes but she wasnt gonna stay. i said ok. so she droped me off at the mall and i bought a new Hurly skirt, a pair of Paris Blues jeans, an American Eagle shirt ( i ( Read more... ) -
THIS IS FOR JENNY
JENNY MY EMAIL IS jesusfreak3332003@yahoo.com and my AIM name is jesusfreak333200 OK...OK!!!
