see in josh today made me relize that im still not over him. and that is sooooo sad, i really need to get over him because im shure hes over me. but the good thing is that i looked cute today and well, well i dont know what i was getting at, but maybe we might get back togeather, who knows, montreat is caomming soon what... 4 more days? HECK YES!! ( Read more... )

ok, toda y was alright, unlike yesterday when i was board out of my mind and had to listen to the BAckstreet Boys, just to intertain me. wow that was sad. well... today i went to the church to help with something, and well, honestly i really didnt want to be home, ummm then we went out to eat at some pizza place, josh, josh S, shayne, andrew, ( Read more... )

hey guys answer these questions. i know it long... but do it ( Read more... )

this is the one day out of the year i dread more than anything. fathers day. i hate fathers day for two reasons. one because i have no father or grandfather to celibrate it with because my father left me when i was little and my grandfather died before i was alive. two is because this is the day that my step father left me. can you believe that my ( Read more... )

The past three days were great. First of all on Thursday Amanda picked cayln, cayla, jenny, and I up to go out to eat. Then we went shopping, I bought 2 shirts and 2 skirts. Then we went to her house to hang out with shayne and josh S. and that was a lot of fun except we watched a really sad movie and we stayed up til 3:30. Wow. Then I stayed the ( Read more... )

hey guys my computers back so now i can get on anytime and write as much as i want and play the sims and stuff. the sims is a very interesting game, first of all you get to make your dream life and live how you want (unlike real life), second you can destroy lifes and just push the restart button. i wish i had a restart button ( Read more... )

well today im at the great gaelyns house, i hung out with her boyfriend and his CRAZY family last night and that was interesting. i relized how much i miss Josh. i cant stand how much i like him and he doesnt even care about me. but yesterday after VBS was great funnn... Josh S, Gaelyn and i all hung out til 5 making a scavenger hut for the youth ( Read more... )

well today was alright i still am helping out with VBS and im really starting to bond with my special girl sara. shes really sweet. well im also still trying to cope with josh. i tryed calling him yesterday just to chat and his phone was buisy (suprise, suprise) hes probly talking to TIM (his best buddy!!!)JK well i thought i would catch yall up on ( Read more... )

well my life pretty much sucks. im madly in love, well not madly, but i really really like him. we only dated a week and a half and he dumped me. i guess im not good enough for him. i feel like im dieing on the inside. gaelyn rember when you said a couple months ago that things can't get worst, oh yes they can, oh yes they have. life sucks. ( Read more... )

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