stoned...............

slept round lucys last nite. with tams and james. well loads of fun.

well today has been good ( Read more... )

well, didnt get anything last night so the 2 week thing is ruined but spent the nite with spooner watching the marine. crap film, good company kinda. we were talking about how long weve been single for and im still better than spooner but it sucks. over 5 months. somebody find me a guy pleasee

hey. right well i have the following problems ( Read more... )

been stoned the last few days. total up to 10 days or something. lost count. lol. cut my hair and dyded it yesterday. bored. lucy came up to hadleigh had a good day but for some reason i still feel like crap even though everything is better.

today was shit. except for the fact i have vodka in my bag hopefully ems piercing my ears again 2nite

"and as the blood trickled down my arm i sighed, suc deep relief" i managed to get stoned ben had some but then ben and spooner just left me so i had nothing to do but cut. why is spooner such a 2faced cunt. 1 moment he cant keep his hands of m and the next he is being a prick. i just dont know what to do with myself. nobody actually gives a shit ( Read more... )

ok change of mind. i got stoned with robby like 5 days ago. that officially makes a count of 6 days of weedness. lol. oh god my life feels good right now but when my head clears it will all be shit again.

hey. for the last five days i have been stoned off my head and now i feel like shit and everything takes so long to do. how come when your stoned things seem soo much eaasier even though you cant even do it.????? need more weed. update later xx