Hello again. im happy today. spent last nite with spooner. and watched hellraiser, ended up cuddled together on my bed, holding hands. *sigh* just like old times. then went out for a fag and spent an hour just talking about shit and lying on each other. god i wish he actually liked me. i love him sooo much and i cant have him we makes me want him ( Read more... )

Life gets betterand better. but i dontseem to feel it. smoked a joint on my break and one with spooner. dont have to go to french anymore and i got a lift home and missed my social worker meeting. score but i still fell like shit. i just wanna get away from my house and my family and just go somewhere. i could move out i found a flat for £300.00 a ( Read more... )

another great day in the life of Lauren.1 free period ,1!!! had a massive argument with my brother yesterday, screamed shouted bit him. hes such a cunt, i wish hed go back to foster care.dickhead chavs. Grrrr. *angry noises* had no fags yesterday and spooner was being a cock again even though he ows me like 10. fuck guys. they all suck cock.

first day on livejournal. fuck it why not. easier way to have a diary!lol. missed first period today. mums being a bitch. getting pisses apres college then going chinnerys. spooner is blatently gonna get with charlotte tonight. cant wait to see shane but i wish my mum was a bit less childish. it pisses me off. if i go up on saturday i am not paying ( Read more... )