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I got released
I got released on fucking probation or some shit. I don't fucking know. I didn't say a word the whole time I was in jail, just communicated with Satan on a much higher level than any of you pieces of shit who read this journal could possibly understand. Fuck off stop reading my shit ( Read more... ) -
Fuck.my.life.literally.
It's only been a couple years & the drugs finally quit working. I Was on the highest dosage allowed for a human and they couldn't up it anymore. Basically, I'm fucked over. This whole fucking world always fucks me over ( Read more... ) -
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The drugs have worked, my depression has cleared. I have a new found clarity and love of life.
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Fuck.
Last night, in the early morning, while inducing nose bleeds on myself because I was so fucking goddamned depressed, I found a stray cat outside. It was disgusting-just how I like all my pets. I knew we were meant to be together when it used my face as a scratching post. I love pain. So, to return the favor, I smashed the cat's head against the ( Read more... ) -
Whoa man... Haven't been keeping up with this shit like I should.
So I broke my computer in a fucking elaborate attempt to commit suicide, which is why i dont really update this fucking shit anymore. but now i'm at the boston public library downtown, so i decided why not let my fans, enemies, and bitches read up about my life ( Read more... ) -
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God Dammit.
I woke up again today.
That sucks.
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It's kind of hard to get the hang of posting
It's kind of hard to get the hang of posting now that I've gotten out of the swing what with Rehab and the coma and hardcore shit like that. But I'm trying. This is my only outlet to express the negativity that happens in my fucking life. God I hate this shit ( Read more... ) -
Wow it's been a fucking long ass time.
So I woke up from my drug-induced coma about a month ago, but my mom wouldn't let me near a computer because she saw all these god damn suicide websites I've been going to and she thinks it has something to do with that. Then like less than fucking 4 days later, the motherfucking po-lice sniffed the coke I had in my bedroom so I went to rehab for ( Read more... ) -
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fuck shit ass piss cunt whore skank slut bitch damn hell