Ok, so another post at last. Sometimes, I am not sure what to post in here. Which I guess sounds strange since it is my journal, but then, I have issues writing in even my personal journal. The only journal that ever sees much use, is the one in my head. Its not that my head is fucked up and I dont want to share, considering the mass amount ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! I miss the journal, so I will write soon, I promise!

I really hate getting older....

The Internet makes me depressed. I hate getting on fake sites like hotornot.com and reading people's profiles for the fun and joy of seeing so many people act the same, and it bothers me even more to read people's journals and find the same thing. I would love to think that people have some sort of self-control, but that only seems to happen more ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I wish I didn't think differently than others.....sometimes, I wish I could unlearn all my knowledge and go back to being dumb. Yet I hate bliss...only because of my current perception. It doesn't seem fair that everyone I meet, and all the people from my past, have become ordinary, nothing new, predictable. With each person I am ( Read more... )

So I found out today that one of my best friends is having sex with this girl I used to be with. This wouldn't normally be out of the ordinary, but as always, he hid it from me, and I found it out from my brother. What really bothers me is that he has proclaimed to be in love with someone else, and the girl he is fucking is with another guy, ( ( Read more... )

Happy Holidays!

It amuses me to no end the greed of the people. "If I earn my millions, I am entitled to them" HA! So as long as they are making so much, it apparently matters little that the people working at the bottom of their food chain are suffering and trying to make ends meet. I love the way this country runs. American dream? More like American vice ( Read more... )

I am starting to realize more and more that people just can't handle life. In this case, I direct it towards argument, something that no one likes to do anymore. Where, Oh where! is your dogged determination, humanity? Where has it fled to in your desolate corners!? Have you forgotten what has made you? What has brought you to this point in ( Read more... )

I am starting to realize that not hanging around anyone can be rather boring. It feels like all I do anymore is the same thing over and over. Life is a routine, always. Wake up, go to class, come home, play games, sleep. Sometimes add homework and my job in. What a life! It's not just the boredom either. It's my sanity that gets tugged at, ( Read more... )