i hate today it sucked i broke up with travis last night. due to some shit i heard that was going on and i suspected was going on. with ashley. so he can just go have himself a good time with the girl "who swept him off his feet" im assuming shes the one. he obviously likes her enough to be obsessive over her and not leave her side. fucking weirdo ( Read more... )

well, today i was devastated to find out that someone i loved more than anyone used me, and doesnt really love nor ever did.

ok, i would like to apologize to travis about the last journal entry i wrote it was untrue. i dont know what got into me lol. i love travis with all my heart and want nothing more than to be his housewife lol and i would do anything i possibly could do to make him happy and be a part of his life, even if that includes doing his dishes lol. someday ( Read more... )

i havent typed in this in a long time ( Read more... )

I hate school...i love travis hehe

omgosh i found my cell phone...i dont have to pay 229 dolars woot woot!!

And if I shed a tear I wont cage it
I wont fear love
And if I feel a rage I wont deny it
I wont fear love

these two verses like totaly describe me..

i just wrote one of the deepest and longest entrys i have ever made and i erased it on purpose...maybe its better that way besides i dont even want to look at it much less anybodyelse

And if I shed a tear I wont cage it
I wont fear love
And if I feel a rage I wont deny it
I wont fear love

well i had alota fun today, i went to the mall with inessa and emily then went to work and came back to emilys house. travis has been paying alot more attention to me now, hes my wonderfull boyfriend**yay** he makes my life great im glad hes paying more attention to me. i guess u could say everythings fine and dandy now...except for one thing ( Read more... )

i havent wrote in a while so i thought i would, latley i havent been that happy :( i dont know what happend emily wants to go out tonite and cruise patton and i dont really feel like it its kinda gay...i just feel like getting really drunk. travis has been acting really different latley, in a bad way, it just seems like he likes me as a friend ( Read more... )