Yes! ( So. )

Boyfriend Disciplines Sugar Monitoring?
maybe...

(i sing the adam sandler turkey song in my head every thanksgiving, even though everyone else thinks it's annoying)

spending thanksgiving in the arctic tundra massachusetts.

i need to find a name for The Plan other than The Plan. my ironic tendency wants to call it the Great Leap Forward, but i'm not sure i'm really a fan...

regardless, i'm ( fairly proud of myself. )

if you've got questions, ask. if you think this is a dumb idea, or that i should watch out for something, tell me so.

i'm still kind of amazed that, in all my years living at home, i've been sent to my room a total of once. huh.

i've had diabetes for fourteen years. it's a strange beast. i enjoy telling the story of how i diagnosed myself in second grade (it's better in person; i won't post it here). there's a lot of literature out there for newly-diagnosed kids: "don't be embarassed, your friends will still like you, your life can go on as usual." i was the opposite ( Read more... )

thank you, rob & sevina, for an excellent party and a brush with a ring that was clearly involved in the nuptuals of optimus prime ( Read more... )

went to paddles. flogged the boy - my confidence is improving. next to work on is my aim...
also talked and talked and talked. was, in retrospect, probably being too silly for paddles.
but i couldn't help it. i was wearing mary janes.

ever go back and read something you've written and realize you often take yourself way too seriously and then cringe? i do that a lot ( Read more... )

in my fantasies, i define myself. meaning, i am something, or i become something. a domme, a servant, a victim. the action of the fantasy and the specific definition of myself are so closely tied it's astonishing. it's because i'm impatient to be something - why can't i just settle on something and go have adventures? all the cool kids are ( Read more... )

i like kink because it makes you have to check in with yourself, your partner, and your peers. i don't do this nearly enough yet, but i believe it's important.