but, i'm not really sure why i'm in such a bad mood.

today was a good day.

children's play went fine.

and then i got to see some really cool kids who i hadn't seen in an incredibly long time. and i realized just how much i miss the old days. (well, maybe not how i looked in the old days. that, i could live without.)

i hate stage managing. yeah, that's right, it turns out that i do know the meaning of the word "hate," and it's this burning loathing i have towards managing a stupid stage. the thought of stage managing the musical makes me sick to my stomach. it is the most awful position ever created. i'd rather sanitize bathrooms and buffer school hallways. you ( Read more... )

i look disgusting.
for some reason strep throat doesn't agree with me.

yeah, so i'm contagious for like 48 hours from this morning.
so, i won't be going to school tomorrow, unless i want to be the bigshot who didn't want to miss a crosstalk and decided to infect everyone around her ( Read more... )

i forgot just how horrendous being completely sick was.
i mean, i'm used to the kind-of sick state that is perpetually me, but this sick sick is a real drag.

at least it gave me a chance to watch some fantastic movies.
i began with annie hall, which convinced me even more so that i really like vests.i'm going to have to start wearing those, they' ( Read more... )

i can't stand it when people overdramatize things that don't need to be overdramatized.
it's even more stupid and absurd than the event that occurred in the first place that was then overdramatized.
why can't everyone just suck it up?

and it so annoying when people take personal offence to things other people do. yeah, it was dumb. but i'm not ( Read more... )

i've never been able to understand people who lie. just lie so much and hide so much that no one ends up knowing who they really are. what could be so bad or so boring that you can't tell someone who happens to care. they're only hurting themselves, and just confusing the people around them ( Read more... )

capote was soo good.
i really like powerful movies that make you feel like a house is sitting on your lungs.
i mean, holy crap. talk about immersing oneself in a role. that was flawless.

it really makes me want to read more.
i am so dumb when it comes to books.

and i really wish that i was good at something. just really good at something. why don ( Read more... )

things are going really well for me right now, actually ( Read more... )

the improv workshop was so very worthwhile. I can't believe I considered not doing it. I loved it. It was so exhilarating, knowing that you were out there with nothing prepared and lots of people watching. I'm just sad that my best work was during the before-show rehearsal and not during the actual show. But, the show did give me an opportunity to ( Read more... )

i've realized several things since i last updated ( Read more... )