So, I’ve been struggling with this for quite some time, if not years. Not with that text in particular, but with the feelings. And I finally managed to write them down, to give them a voice, a voice I wanted these feelings to have.

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Fire is something that I love and that scares me both in equal parts ( Read more... )

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So, I never thought I'd get contacted by that person again.. They never really apologised for their behaviour.. Or well, I can't tell anymore, because those mails are deleted and I can't remember what I wrote them. I only know that we decided it'd be best if there was no contact at all anymore. And now, totally out of the blue I get a message. ( Read more... )

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Every night, when I'm finally able to fall asleep, I wake up again. I keep waking up throughout the night. Every time it is because I'm freezing. I'm so cold. I find myself reaching out for you, to the other side of my bed, your side, to snuggle closer to you. That's when I wake up, because you are not there, and for a moment it scares me. But then ( Read more... )

not much to say about this one... it's poetry. Or something like that. english still isn't my native tongue and it's not beta-read...

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I want to go to Scotland!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No, really. I want to go back to Ireland and I definitely want to go to Scotland. Wanna meet my love.... ! Huh, well.... money, money, money, must be funny in the rich man's world. Yup.

Oh shoot. My life is turned upside down, but it's fine. "Fine" can be defined in very different ways, right? There's ( Read more... )