I hate this I am so far away from everybody!!!!!!! All I want to do when I get home is sleep and mal is always up late keeping me awake... and I can't take it!!!! There is a huge family fight going on I know right during the holidays. it's just that well everything is going crazy right now and I can't take it!!! One thing leads to another and it ( Read more... )

Where is there truth ( Read more... )

Well it's been a while. To let everyone know i am thinking about deleting this account so yeah i do have another one that i don't use. wow so much has happened this year. in less than 2 mos will mark 2 years since Ethan and i started dating (the first time) wow... i lost someone i thought was a friend, i had a friend move away, i had an amazing ( Read more... )

This is Ethan and I at prom. Sorry it took me so long to get it online, but i finally got to it...

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how do you tell someone you have feelings for them, but you're scared that it won't work? you love htem truly and y ou want to be around them, but you never are. when you talk to them it's like you're supposed to be there. when you are in his arms the world closes and all that's there is you and him. but that's only when and if you see him... ( Read more... )

YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!!! I am going to prom!!!!!!!! I am so excited!!!! Welll, i got him to ask mis padres, and they said yes!!!!!! now all i need to do is to get my dress, fixed so that it fits me...hmmm...gain twenty lbs, or get it taken in...idk...so yeah, i have no life, so i get to go to vermont this summer and hang out with my cousins, i ( Read more... )

The Difference in My World ( Read more... )

I feel amazing!! It's like a wave of stress and pain just kind of abandoned me. Right now i am sitting here, wishing for a hug... oh well... Dance is over for me!!!! Quitting isn't really my thing, but it was something i had to do. I was in pain, physically, and i hated the way if somthing went wrong, it was instantly blamed on me. How are you ( Read more... )

why is it that when i am truly happy for the first time in a whole fucking year it has to leave me out in the dark. then i hear of somone allover him and how "he likes her, but he is still in love with me" god it's shit like this that makes me wonder why i didn't, i mean i had the oportunity, and i let it go. i could have put an end to all this ( Read more... )

*sighs* wow, i really am crazy...about him...yeah not much to say except HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!!!!!!!!! so yeah, my knee is killing me, i am afraid that it won't last throughout dance... i am so so sorry Veronica,if i do blow out my knee... i <3 you

♥mc♥