everyone i love is falling apart.

i knew i was cursed.

Well something I’ve been waiting for/dredging finally happened. I saw Patrick cry. wasn’t anything big, lasted maybe 2 mins but still…yay? I dunno. I always got a sense of like…victory? No..that’s not the word. But I was always happen when I finally got to see it. Always made my day and put me in a good mood because I am a very bad very crazy ( Read more... )

So now to report on my thanksgiving!!!

IT

KICKED

ASS

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was getting kinda scared because Patrick got sick. He looked like shit yesterday, he looked a tad better today but my bet is he was just “powering thought it” as he keeps saying. I really don’t want him to ( Read more... )

I HAS A NEW PHONE!!!!!

my phone fuckin broke and i was very sad. i was goina just wait and get it fixed but patrick was all freakin out cause i wouldnt have a phone fore like...a week lol. he didnt like that so he was like..FUCK IT YOU GET NEW PHONE lol...cept he didnt know he was goina have to pay full retail for that bitch lol. so worked out a lil ( Read more... )

patrick just droped me off like 10 seconds ago. when we were saying good bye he said "this weekend perfect for our 6 month" and out of no where my brain blew up lol.

it really has been 6 months. this guy who i almost didnt meet. this random fucking dude i met on plenty of fish and here i am 6 months in and madly in love. i really am crazy in love ( Read more... )

it's funny i go back and forth between being excited about this fact and being really sad about it. IT WILL CHANGE...just taking a shit-ton longer then i thought it would. i always get hit with a tab of it when he goes to school and i just chill in his house. i mean i like it and all...kinda neat useing his HUGE ASS COMP and gettin to play with his ( Read more... )

who do you talk to when you need to talk about the person you talk to?

No one is left to read this shit yet there is something weirdly comforting about throwing a white flag on the field.

Where to start?

Well. I wake up to the news that my…lets stick with best friend because I think it can be saved someday…seems to be trying to get something together on Friday before Halloween, ya know the day diner con would have been ( Read more... )

fuck off

fuck you

go fuckin die.

i cant deal with your shit anymore and ya know what i dont have to. i dont need fucking friends.

This weekend was pretty odd. Nothing really bad happened in fact some pretty nice stuff went down but over all it was sorta meh.

We went to see the 1982 the thing then right after went to see the new one. It wasn’t AS BAD as some people make it out to be but it was pretty damn bad. I mean it was watchable but that’s pretty much it. The effect were.. ( Read more... )