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the boy i like is an idiot ( Read more... )

its taken me 7 weeks to finally be able to write about whats been going on. these past 7 weeks have honestly been the hardest weeks of my life i think, and before this i thought i had gone through really hard times. sigh. heres goes ( Read more... )

i think that i can finally write about whats happened in here.
after work i will, its been a lot of heartbreaking moments though.

dear God,
what the fuck did i ever do to deserve such a shitty life?
love Amanda.

in Albany till tomorrow night. full update after that.
although not much has been changing.
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its been a long month since my last update ( Read more... )

Siena is offically my school of choice for next year.
sorry Hofstra, but Siena fits more of my needs.

i really hope im making the right decisions about everything. for some funny reason, i feel like im not.

Siena was beautiful even though i was only there for like 10 minutes. my interview there is tomorrow, im so excited! i really hope i get in and go there :)

edit: my fridge is now full of jello shots :) my 21st birthday celebration kicks off tomorrow and lasts all the way until saturday. yesss!