Sadness

[lilgonzo69]

well yesterday February 28, 2005 I had to burry my grandfather. the one person in my family that i could talk to about anything is gone. everyone in my family is actually proud of me for the fact that i didn't break down like they all thought. i wish he was still here but i know that he is in a better place. i know that i will not see him ever

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[angeluscomplex]

*snuggles-es*

i lost both my grandparents in a span of about a year (almost to the day..if my grandad had made it one more week he would have died on the anniversary of his wife's death)...his death hurt me a lot...i had a ring i used t'wear that was th'last thing he gave me 'fore he died...i wore it everywhere, th'only time i took it off was t'shower, work, or when i aws doin' somethin' important with m'hands that would require me t'take it off (no details, now's not th'time)....i'd never let anybody else wear it, not even Red...i lost it a couple months ago...i took it off at work and put it in m'pocket, like i'd always done, but it must've slipped off....m'point is, i'm sorry for your loss and i hope if there's anything i can do you'll let me know...

-Angel

[lilgonzo69]

angel thanks, don't worry if i need you i will get your number from red if she will give it to me, and if its cool with you.

[rojobonita]

ARE YOU OKAY BABY GIRL. YOU CAN CALL ME IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. I KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO BE HARD ON YOU BUT I'M PROUD OF YOU FOR THE WAY YOU SEEM TO BE HANDLING IT. I LOVE YOU NIKKI.

[lilgonzo69]

thanks babygirl. my mom is working my last nerve right now but that allways happens. i can't wait to get back. i miss you and i love you too.