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why did the dinasaurs die? because you touch yourself at night.
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today i am remembering the time when they pulled me back and held me down ( Read more... ) -
la calavera catrina..
Being both polars simultaneously, I realize how fucked up i sometimes am. I believe knowing this is the unhappy part in my disarranged brain.. the happy side? Knowing relief. Relief that relies SOULY on artificial hope that I must carry. My hope is placed in my potential to change-- evolve, into a cleaner version of Me. Hope that though many people ( Read more... ) -
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I think i'm getting sick, which is really sad. I can't see the wooden floor in my room, which is also really sad. I think today is just meant for NOT leaving my deck, studying, and later i will reward this with baking cookies for my mama. I know this is probably how shit won't go down.. my motivation will be gone in about 10 minutes andbefore i ( Read more... ) -
dead
I feel like death and I don't know why. These chords scream that I do brass replaces tedons and every pressed key tightens muscles causing shudders down my chest. I feel like what surrounds me, putrid inspiring something greater.. nothing, empty GONE and it's all I want and all I fear Feel; I feel the things that surround me ( Read more... ) -
funny how shit settles...
It's 6:45 and this holy child sits, reading bits of his Bible as his previous cerainty now seems unreliable but he was told to keep (at least) his smile while he drags weak feet down that mile of church aisles towards some sorta survival ( Read more... ) -
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"The Summer of Getting Sane, Learning Trig, and being FAMILY ORIENTED"
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Today, three references to Live Journal were made at three different times. Either my friends are complete computer whores.. or it was a calling to update. My closest friends keep coming and leaving, which really. really sucks. Why can't you guys just sit still and become my entertainment as I'm stuck at home the entire summer due to familyness ( Read more... ) -
Kasanete hora, Hohoemu kara
My partner, my teacher, my love, my soul, just left me. It is 1:21AM and things could have ended up worse; worse then this empty room and broken coat hanger. Worse then this Arthur music and my woozyness. Worse then goodbyes, i suppose. All I know is that my afternoons will never taste as sweet, and that music will never feel as smokey. All I know ( Read more... ) -
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It is sunday; this weekend went by very quickly. I am now doing nothing, cause Em's on her way home so i'm just waiting for her. Lemme reflect on some questions that have been floating through this lily head. actually no, i'll type just one pertaining to this journal which is- where the hell did my last entry go? lame ( Read more... )