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sigh, displaced stress
well, what can I say other than my family causes me only grief but I am really not strong enough to not reply to my innocuous mother. She won't talk about her gossiping, and won't act like she has any blame in the affair, and has now just mailed me begging me to tell my sister I love her. I won't do it, because I'm sure of the outcome with my ( Read more... ) -
I'm sorry
You guys, I'm really sorry.... but I'm not coming to Florida anymore. I have been fighting with my sister and mother for about a week now and I just can't deal with it anymore. They are both manipulative, selfish, horrible creatures. I know that I could come and just not see them. The truth is though, that I don't trust myself. I feel like I would ( Read more... ) -
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Ugh, so I hate facebook and almost want to delete it. My sister is already trashy and embarrassing on it, which I'm pretty sure she's trying to be. And now her boyfriend (who's my age) and I are having WWIII. He's a dumb biggot who made a racist comment against Japanese and I couldn't stop myself from rising to the bait. I admit, I'm the first one ( Read more... ) -
venting again
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break out the tea set for the pity party =/
Sorry, I'm just really stressed because of money lately, so I thought it would be healthy to vent again. Currently, I have like no money at all and I don't make nearly enough to support myself. I can either change jobs and try working as a bartender(hostess) somewhere awful, despite not know almost any Japanese(there are not enough frowny faces in ( Read more... ) -
at a loss
Oh my, I felt just so useless tonight. I was having a lesson with one of my students who is the cutest, sweetest woman I have ever met. She is the closest I feel to a friend out of all my students. We were about 15min into the lesson talking about Golden Week, when she trailed off into silence. Then before I picked up the slack her eyes reddened ( Read more... ) -
words fail
sorry I never got around to replying to everyone before, it really did mean alot to me, every single word of support ( Read more... ) -
OH. MY. GAWD. Could my family suck more?
Okay, the answer to that is that at least they haven't tried to follow me across the ocean. BTW, obligatory sorry I never post sentence. But! I feel stressed and I'm gonna vent so...
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I have no original ideas of my own ^^
Wow, reading Rachel's post inspired me to write my own (I hope you don't mind *wobbly eyes*). I had actually been thinking about it all day, and even opened the window for it, but it just wouldn't come until I just read Eel's post now. I won't put it to the same neat formatting because I'm a little too lazy, and I'll probably never come back and re ( Read more... )