well it was a four day weekend and at first we didn't think joey's parents were going to leave so we could see each other. then they did and i was so excited. i was looking forward to this weekend all week. and then last night when joey was on his break he called me and i told him i changed his top friends on facebook around. i took a girl off his ( Read more... )

i'm feeling quite energetic today, only i can't find what it is i'm meant to do for the day. i don't want to draw or read or watch a movie or anything. and these are the things i like to do when i'm feeling a little anxious and energetic. weird probably, since they involve sitting down. i'm reading fever 1793 and i adore this book! ugh! especially ( Read more... )

ok so i had two pregnant molly fish and i was so excited because they're gorgeous and i love baby fishies. so my white molly who was MY girl, i've had her forever and she was my favorite, was the biggest so i bought this baby net to breed fish and put the babies in to keep them safe. and she was depressed as soon as i put her in, even the other ( Read more... )

i feel really bad about all the shit i talked about mom. she was being nice to me today because she felt sorry for me because i never went with my friends. and i was being rather rude to her by not saying much whenever she talked to me ( Read more... )

some things if forgot to mention ( Read more... )

my counselor told me and mom we had to spend at least 15 minutes a day together just to talk or whatever. and that he was suprised we weren't close. so the first day we tried it mom had forgotten, i remembered i just didn't want to do it. she told me i need to set the 'timer' for 6:00 when it's a fucking cooking timer. wtf? i told her you can't set ( Read more... )

well i found out today lori hired amber d. to work at subway. i almost cried, then i got really pissed. lori is so dumb. she hires shy girls all the time but used that as ONE of the many excuses not to hire me. i was already pissed at how she only hires all the stupid, bitchy, popular girls from school. but someone in the same fucking grade as me ( Read more... )

i don't want to go to school tomorrow, i'm so scared i'll hate my classes. miserable for 12 weeks blows ( Read more... )

today was supposed to be a great day, i got my license, i was going to dana's which i had been looking forward to for 2 weeks. and after dana's i was going to the hospital to see dawn's baby ( Read more... )

well last night i went to heather's myspace to write her a nice little comment because we haven't talked much recently. which last time i went there i was on her top friends. when i had sent it to her i looked at her top friends and realized i wasn't on there anymore. yet she has joe and brice, but not me. it really hurt my feelings and i felt like ( Read more... )