Have you ever been so used to having something in your life and when it's gone ...... leaves u feeling like you just aren't the person you were. Well I'm like that now. I remember back 3 years ago when Willie and I first started talking again... I used to get told daily how great we looked together and how much I glowed when I was with him, BUT ( Read more... )

Things have been kinda "bouncy" lately I've been havin strange mood swings. no I'm not on my period either. For the most part I've been surprisingly extemely joyful. I'm doin great at work ... or so all my managers tell me. I'm rarely ever depressed. Maybe I'm finally getting used to only having 1 family member left. (Mom) The rest of the fam ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me today. I just feel really weak for some reason. Lately I've been sleeping more and just haven't had the energy to do anything. I've been thinking about taking vitamins to boost me up some. I wonder if they'll work. I dunno. I talked to Mom yesterday and she was talking about how proud she was of me and Willie for ( Read more... )

Damn its been forever since I've last been on here. life is just weird now. I moved out of my dad's.... yay me. Life is going pretty good. Willie and I are still together (big suprise). who woulda saw that one coming? Not me. Anywayz, we live together now. Woot. Sometimes it's cool. Sometimes I just wanna strangle him. We've actually been living ( Read more... )

Willie left this morning for Utah. *sigh* I wont get to see him for awhile unless I go there. They're going to have him too busy. I feel extremely empty when I'm not with him. He actually asked me to go with him and stay over there with him, but I couldn't just drop everything here and move. I atleast want to get a new car so I can take it with me ( Read more... )

Fill this out if you want, post it in my comments. I got it from my big brother's LJ. Right Randy-poo ( Read more... )

So yesterday I took Willie down to Donalsonville for him to go back to work. Boy I was tired. I think I fell asleep while I was driving back to Columbazz. I don't remember over half the drive. I got back to town 20 min before I was supposed to leave the house for work. Naturally I hauled ass home for a shower. I was all sweaty and stuff from the ( Read more... )

Dad and his wife left for FL Sat and wont be back till Tues. So I was talking to Willie and decided that we wanted to see each other. I got into my beater and drove up there. I thought I'd surprise Yvette anyway. She moved back up this way so she was only 30-45 min from where Willie lives. So I went to his house and we hung out for awhile and ( Read more... )

Well here's an update on the whole relationship issue. It was getting to the point where I couldn't stand considering myself with Stephen. After I wrote my last entry in my LJ I didn't hear from Stephen for three weeks. (He doesn't realize I have a Lj even though I've told him 1000 times). This made me do a lot of thinking about our relationship. ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a time when one day everything makes sense, and the next they don't? Well I've been having one of those days. Well, actually everyday since Friday. 3 years ago I was extremely hung over this guy. He meant the world to me and everything. He was extremely handsome, funny, he thought I was the most beautiful thing in the world (which ( Read more... )