Well I have been sick the last few days now. It started on Friday when I was talking to Howie on the phone. My weekend consisted of me not going to work and snuggling under Howie all day. He hit me with a football and pretty much disabled my ear from wearing earrings for a few days. @_@;; So I hate piercings now. They get in the way. >_>;; Other ( Read more... )

Man, it just seems like time is flying and I can't stop it. I'm so tired. I'm going to cut down on my working and start rebuilding some relationships with my friends. I miss them and we need to be together again because it is possibly.. the last time we'll meet again. This may be the year that I will never see some people again. I need to take some ( Read more... )

These last few days have been astounding for me. I feel something so different now. Now that I am a senior, I feel a new found responsibility, a new challenge, a new beginning. I feel so different. Everything. I don't know how to describe it. I can't necessarily put it into words. It is just something so overwhelming. I don't know if it is just me ( Read more... )

Well you know what, exs can be a pain in that ass. Don't know what his problem is. I don't know if he is trying to impress me or make small talk to avoid other things but it is starting to irritate me. >_>; How dare you talk about my car. You know what.. at least I don't run into shit all the time. *shrugs* Well... other than that, my life is okay ( Read more... )

So I told him how I felt. I told him why I haven't been as clingy as before. I finally spilled and I ended up crying myself to sleep last night. I'm guessing he took it to heart. I think he may have finally realized that I am hurt by things that happens and he has also realized that I have fragile heart and he needs to be a little more careful. ( Read more... )

About one week... AHHHH! Being in NC again was really weird. I talked to Allie today and her hair is all gone. I was like "NOOOO!!!!!" lol. I'm so tired.. and I feel like shit. @__@;; Oh well, other than that, nothing has been going on. I'm going to bed.. nighters.

Everyday, there are people who work so hard that when they come home, they fall on their bed, crying in pain because they stood on their feet for so many hours. Their shoes have holes in the bottom of them from all the wear. Their knees feel like they will buckle, they feel like their body will just fall apart. They ask God why they work so hard? ( Read more... )

No marching band.. that kind of sucks.. I don't have any time anyway. I rather concentrate on what I want to do in the future than Marching band that lasts a season. Gives me time to myself. I miss it but I don't miss all the bullshit that goes with it. Feeling left out and all.. I'm good. Well I have a few things to take care of before I go to bed ( Read more... )

Well, it is nice. I worked both jobs today and my feet hurt but spending time with Howie wasn't bad. *looks at the cat*.. It takes my mind off of work and let's me calm down. In a way, I could last without hanging out with him but then again, it is good to breathe.. It is good to be able to go out, have a good time, then go back to my daily routine ( Read more... )

Well, I just got off work like 10 minutes ago. I'm so fucking tired. @__@; I worked 15 hours today. ?! Hahhaa but my job wasn't hard. I colored a fucking map while everyone else counted the clothes in the store. Mwahaha, that wasn't hard at all. It is just staring at that map for that long. It was.. ahh! Well, I'm staying at fashion bug. It would ( Read more... )