Well here I sit, waiting for my boyfriend to come over so we can talk. Things have been quite rough for me lately, but I really am thankful for those of you who care, like Janet, Miranda, Jeannie, you three are the only ones who really make the effort to ask whats wrong, and honestly care what the answer is. I can type whatever in this journal, ( Read more... )

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Hey all, I'm sitting here at Billy's and I felt like making a quick update. I'll update more later but it will be friends only. Oh yeah and I'm gonna be doing a friends cut. Sorry if I end up cutting you, but theres just some people I don't want reading my journal anymore. Not to mention I'm gonna be cutting ppl who don't comment at least every ( Read more... )

Hey guys, how are you all doin? Good I hope. Me? Right now I'm goin through a bad time in my life. It's been this way for a while now. Every day is a fight to be happy. But I put on that smile, the one everyone knows and loves, and hope that the days will pass by. I'm starting to find that ppl who I thought were my "closest friends" don't really ( Read more... )

I'm really depressed. Like beyond depressed, I'm an emotional wreck. I can't stop crying, And theres nobody around to make it better, I'm shaking, and theres a huge knot in my stomach. I wanna just curl up into a little ball and sleep forever. I have been thinking too much lately, I know what everyone is prolly thinking..."You bring this upon ( Read more... )

Hey guys, Sorry for the lack of updates, I seem to be neglecting this journal lately, I dunno why, I guess it's because the people who actually read this thing, I talk to all the time in Real life and whatnot. I'm not leaving LJ though, I'll use this for the ones I don't tlak to, or just to vent when I'm sad, mad, upset, etc. Today was mine and ( Read more... )

Okay. I know this is my first update in like. A month. But I'm posting it to get everybody's facts straight. As most of you people who read my journal know, I got into a fight with Kathryn at school on Wednesday, and Ashley and Dana got into a fight with Christine. Here's the story, the true honest to god story, considering I know that SO many ( Read more... )

Hey kiddz, how are you guys? Good hopefully. Things are pretty good here ( Read more... )

The past couple of days have just been complete hell....Seriously..

The day after I updated about being soo fucking happy with Billy, he ignores me all fucking day, and then that night tells me he cheating on me with fucking Kathryn. Of course I forgave him, how can I not? I love him with all my heart, I just want to be with him, but I made it ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm actually updating this thing more, but it's not necessarily a bad thing. Even though very few people prolly read it...but whatever ( Read more... )