things are not going that well right now. im am once again drowning in work and one of my closest friends has decided she doesnt like us anymore because neither of us can make plans to hang out. i made a promise to other people and i cant back out on that, and then she made me feel bad about not going to the dance, so i started trying to convince ( Read more... )

so right now i should be finishing my latin american homework but i cant think of anything more to say about it so i am trying to occupy my mind with by other means. which leads me to this. nothing is new since the last time i made a journal entry, except perhaps that i am having more sex dreams, which isnt unusual considering my circumstances, i ( Read more... )

i dont do anything at all with my life ever. i get up and putz around and then i got to work if i have to. there are no good looking guys here, so i find myself reflecting on guys back at bridgewater which seems a mite unhealthy. in a private entry i think i may write down all of those true thoughts maybe.... anyways i cant wait to leave this place ( Read more... )

i should probably get my own journal since jennifer has taken over this one but what can i say...i'm lazy. so instead i will continue to write in this one every three months or so (if i can handle that ( Read more... )

"I trusted you. I thought you cared about me. Not like a girlfriend. I'm not talking about that. I trusted you to be my friend. And then you disappeared. I couldn't figure out what happened. I felt so close to you and then you were gone. You made me believe in you and then you let me down. Is that how it is with you?"
-Bee

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i hate this journal because i have a lot to say but most of which i don't want anyone to know about. wouldnt it be good if i could write things down without worrying would other people would think. it would be great to get all of these stupid excess thoughts out. plus maybe if all the thoughts were out of my head i wouldnt hold to some so fiercely ( Read more... )

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Facebook is all over the place. I remember when Trisha told me about it a long while ago, didn't think anything of it. But I found my High School! I haven't seen some of those people in so long ( Read more... )

went from thinking he graduated to seeing him twice in the last few days!