Ever find yourself missing someone who has not been in your life for years? I keep mentally telling them things that I think would make them laugh or make them smile. They will just never be able to talk to me about them. :(

I’ve been sitting here playing solitaire and thinking I should post something new.

Thinking: I want to know how people are doing, but I don’t want to pick up the phone. I treasure my few hours alone as much as I resent them. I am in the same boat I’ve been in for the last few years; struggling to make ends meet and resenting everyone around me who ( Read more... )

 Well, let's see... 
 In the last six weeks, not much happened, but I'll try to summarize what I remember...


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It's been a while, but here I am...

I'm about to share one of the more discomfiting* moments of my life.

The conversation with my sister went something like this...

Me: "I think I'm broken."
Her: "Why?"
"I wet the bed last night."
"Were you drinking?"
"No."
"Then wh..."
"I don't know! It's been 20 years since the last time I wet the bed! How ( Read more... )

It's funny. People are so curious about what I wrote for me. The thing that makes it funny is that no one thinks that I can keep a secret. I can.
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Hi! It's been a while since I've written here. I keep thinking that I should write something so no one thinks I died, but then I remember that I have nothing new or interesting to talk about ( Read more... )

Heh. I started to write a journal entry about how hurt I am that I've been shelved again. Funny thing is that as I got going, I realized I'm not hurt.

I don't have a relationship with Steve. We're not even friends. We just fuck.

Why do I say that? How could I not say that? He goes out of his way to make me feel unwanted the next morning. "Ah, ( Read more... )

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I got some new pictures for this journal... Oh the fun I will have with them. LOL

Meme stolen from caerbannogbunny

What we have here is the top 106 books most often marked as "unread" by LibraryThing’s users. As in, they sit on the shelf to make you look smart or well-rounded. Bold the ones you've read, underline the ones you read for school, italicize the ones you started but didn't finish.

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