WOW! Isn't it amazing how things can change so drastically so soon. One moment you believe you have everything in life you could ever possibly need, you're content; and then all of a sudden slowly, but surely it all falls apart right in front of your very eyes. You reach to others for help, none are to be found, and you reach within yourself for ( Read more... )

My mom woke me up early today to go cash a check for her, that's why I am writing so early. I have t close at work today, I won't get off work till around 4 in the morning, what a wonderful way to spend the weekend with my girlfriend, working all night. At least I will have Saturday with her though. I have to get up early on Sundayand pack my ( Read more... )

I'm deeply dreading going back to school. It is going to be so difficult seeing Erica only on the weekends. Before when we saw each other on only the weekends, most of our time was spent fighting, and I hope that's not the way it will be this time. I seriously doubt it will though because we've grown so much together this summer. Tonight I work ( Read more... )

YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE EVANESCENCE CONCERT AND DUDE THEY BLEW ASS! SEETHER AND THREE DAYS GRACE WERE AWESOME THOUGH. THE SONG BROKEN WAS PERFORMED AWESOME BUT AMY LEE CAME OUT WEARING A COWBOY HAT...DID SHE THINK SHE HAD TO DO THAT BECAUSE SHE WAS IN TEXAS... I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK. PLUS SHE SANG COVER-SONGS ALOT AND I UNDERSTAND THEY DON'T HAVE ( Read more... )

The bar-b-q deal was alot of fun. Some girl ended up thinking Erica was interested in her so I told Erica to play with her and she did. I think we hurt the girl's feeling but in my eyes if you have enough balls to think someone's girlfriend is hitting on you then it should be no problem when you get your feelings hurt by realizing she couldn't be ( Read more... )

Last night was my first day back with Erica. See I had to go to my mom's house to stay the night, it was terrible. I loved spending time with my mom however, attempting to go to sleep without Erica laying by my side was extrememly difficult. I had to stay the night over there because early in the morning I was going to have pictures taken on ( Read more... )

WOW! I re-read my last journal entry and I really blew things out of proportion. WE both had to much to drink, she was completely waisted to the point that when she woke up the next morning she seriously couldn't even remember where she put both of our keys. I get emotional sometimes when I drink and basically, I saw something with the Maga ( Read more... )

Erica and I just got back from a bar and damn is she shit faced. We ended up going to Maga's after the bar closed at 2 and I had a terrible time there. At the bar Erica and I were having a great time, talking about marriage and such I mean we both even kissed her best friend.... that's trust! But we got to Maga's and then automatically all her ( Read more... )

I've been real sick lately, but I can't tell what's wrong with me. I'm going to the doctor on Tuesday to have some blood work done. I'm been really lazy, sleeping all the time and when I'm not sleeping I'm dog tired, and I am never like that. Also I get really dizzy frequently throughout the whole day and it goes away a little after I eat but ( Read more... )

BIG EVENT: I WENT TO THE SARAH MCLACHLAN CONCERT AND IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME... SHE'S SO HHHOOOTTTT ( Read more... )