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Friend,
you will learn how to use your words instead
of hoping to express yourself in kisses and
you will come to look her in the eye without
wishing she could read you off the bat
and you will learn to leave
without fear of not returning
but until then
you will learn to compromise.
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fuck this stupid website, i'm writing it again.
i spent so long telling myself that if i am mad at you, then i don't really ~love you, but no. I am mad at you.
and here's why.
I just saw this:
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i am mad at you
i just wrote a huge post, accidentally clicked a question mark button, and it disappeared.
but the writing itself was cathartic, right?
i could write it again but i'd probably cry -
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it just sucks because i know she hasn't done anything wrong but i don't want to let myself talk to her anymore, because i see how bad it is for me to always be the one initiating contact and suggesting to see each other ( Read more... ) -
new friends, new thoughts
I had a really good conversation with Toby last night, though technically this morning as we hung up at 2:15... He's now the first guy that I've kind of come out to, and it came out of nowhere. He gave me some good advice that i'd never grasped before; I was born where I am on the spectrum and that cannot be changed by willpower or force, so why ( Read more... ) -
"List the accomplishment outside of school you are the most proud of."
I've racked my head for an hour now, trying to think of an appropriate yet true answer; gym nationals, hickstead, basketball, ST? The first is too long ago... the last may be the most honest ( Read more... ) -
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i frequently think of posting here but never get round to it.
all this time and everything's changed but i still feel the sameonly some things haven't changed, and sometimes i don't feel the same ( Read more... ) -
keep dreamin' sucker.
So in my dream last night I was at some sort of summer camp style thing, and i was rooming with 2 other girls.
I walked in and heard the shower running, and then it turned off and i turned around to give my new roommate some privacy, and when i turned back round it was Naz from gym/school (weird, very weird). So it was all "Hi, long time, no speak" ( Read more... ) -
empathy
http://themostrandomfandom.tumblr.com/post/7803567117/fic-we-count-out-our-lives-in-fingerprints
it can be interesting sometimes how much you feel yourself relating to fictional characters.
also really scary.
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lesbian feels
Pretty sure this is the best thing i've read, possibly, ever.
Won't deny i've been clicking around AfterEllen all afternoon reading Brittana reviews. Nothing better.
"Let’s just say Big Lesbian Feelings are happening in her heart, and my heart and everyone’s heart if it’s beating."
Seriously.
"Not a talking to from Kurt, his gay step brother. Not a ( Read more... )