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i know you're fine, but what do i do?
i'm stuck in a rather uncomfortable predicament.
see, my GCSE mocks start in 5 days, and i can't bothered. More than that, I can't be bothered for even the real ones.
I've been listening to Luke saying about how of course he's enjoying uni, but he's excited to get out in the "real world". How he's always been one to look forward to that next step - ( Read more... ) -
r.e.s.p.e.c.t.
I can respect you without liking you, but i can't like you without respecting you. -
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"It's funny how trivia nearly broke me, but tragedy seemed to put me back together."
-Patrick Stump, "Coast (It's Gonna Get Better)
I'm thinking about this lyric right now... it's so true to me. All the shit, making mountains out of molehills... but then he went, and then they went, and the fog seemed to clear. Not immediately, but it was how the ( Read more... ) -
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today (tonight), i'm gonna quote a few people and keep my own words to a minimum.
1:
"forgiveness:
1. the act of pardoning somebody for a mistake or wrongdoing
i can't believe i finally did it. not to mention, with good intentions. i can't believe it. little did i know that i was capable of such unselfishness. i have always been capable of this free ( Read more... ) -
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this time i'll do it right
i won't shy away. or cut her out.
i'll be there.
and i won't sink in, myself.
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pain is just a simple compromise
You know how you always see those posts/pictures on the internet that say stuff like "Whenever someone asks me if i'm ok, I say 'I'm just tired', when really i'm breaking apart on the inside blah blahdy blah."?
Well I really am just tired. I'm not heartbroken, bullied, teased. I haven't had what is typically referred to as a "troubled childhood ( Read more... ) -
way back when
yesterday i had the best deja vu ever - I was driving down the motorway with my dad and he decided to let me plug in my iPod to the radio and put whatever I want on. So, of course, I put on Aim & Ignite and then Danger Days, ‘cause he said he thought Vampire Money was “a brilliant track ( Read more... ) -
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It's been said that time heals wounds.
-YouMeAtSix
I hope that cliché has an ounce of truth, because 14 days later i'm as lost as i was then. And then when i think about how much i'm hurting, I think of your family and your real friends, the ones who actually really knew you. If i could say one thing: I'm sorry. I had no direct association with it, ( Read more... ) -
What's the point again?
"you know, I’ve got this theory. there are two kinds of people in the world: there are lyric people and music people. you know the lyrics people tend to be analytical. you know, all about the meaning of the song. they're the ones you see with the CD insert out like five minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell ( Read more... ) -
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The other day i got to thinking. Thinking of how I know I should have apologised for back then, but now it's too late. So here I am, doing what I do best - cowardly apologising to a wall. You'll never see this, but maybe it'll help just to know that i've expressed it in some way.
It was never your fault. It was me over-reacting, selfishly trying to ( Read more... )