well don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you've got til it's gone.

i've lost the only thing that really matters in this life,
the will to live.
that scares me.
what scares me more,
is no one will ever know.

feeling content.
disregarding the fact that i have a large, un-started essay in for tomorrow.
what can they do to me, right?
doubt i'll stay this way for long.
this is the peak.
so long.