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[linds_korman]

"Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away." I fucked up. That's the beginning of the story and the end of the story. I didn't realize what we did was wrong until after it had happened.

Comments

[_ghammond]

I'm tired of spelling it out for you. For everybody. Dan does and will take blame for what happened because he knew before how I felt. Nothing can change my mind about that. You all get blame. And you all have to deal with it.

Talking about it over and over isn't helping any. You want everybody to get over it. Stop talking about it. Let it just go the fuck away. The images will never fade if they are continually brought up.

I really don't know how you can make things better. But if you find a way, please enlighten me.

[linds_korman]

I really don't know how you can make things better. But if you find a way, please enlighten me.

I can't make things better.
But maybe we can... if you are willing, that is.

[d_wiese]

I wish it had never happened. Just forget about it.

Now all my bandmates hate me. They're happy with that, so just drop it.

[linds_korman]

It shouldn't have happened. Matt's telling me that he wants me off of the tour by the time he visits next. He's mad because he doesn't seem me defending you.. but you want me to drop it.

.. I don't know what to do
Should I leave, Dan? Tell me the truth. Should I go home?

[d_wiese]

I don't want you going home if you're going to start drinking again. I'd rather you stay here with us and stay sober.

Matt's just angry right now. He'll calm down. Give him a few days.

[liljonny]

I think all of you are going a good job at chastising yourselves and causing emotional distress to one another without me having to add onto it. Mistakes happen and not everything can be fixed but time will ease the pain of the actions.

[linds_korman]

Aw, you're breaking my heart! I don't get a hate note? Damn.. And yes, what Dan, Matt and I did was a mistake, but it's not going to happen again. And I didn't know Garret liked me.

Hell, if I did I wouldn't have even thought about touching Dan.

Do you realize that you sound like Mr. Miagi. Or, however you spell it. The guy from the Karate Kid. *wax on. wax off*

[liljonny]

No :( I've got too much else on my mind to quip with all of you over something you all know was probably a bad idea.

Yes that is me. The wisdome of Mr. Miagi and the cuteness of Ralph Machio :-p

[linds_korman]

More like a really gothed up Ralph Macchio.. but you have the cuteness all the same. I used to love that movie, the Karate Kid, I even took some karate lessons. Sort of skipped out on them when I started my musicals, but I did take a few self defense classes.

...there I go on my tangents, again. If I do that, just slap me and tell me to tune back in.

Have you ever seen The Outsiders?