our conversations work like the channels on my remote:
you're rehearsed and rerun-
my eyes are tired.
It's been hours in the night, and we still haven't learned a damn thing.

My biggest problem growing up has always been a lack of focus. I know what I want and where I want to be, but I always get distracted by the little things on the way, and then it all gets muddy and confusing. Can't do that anymore.

Remember what you want! Don't lose sight! Stay strong!

If I get into Hawai'i's Medical School when I apply next year, I will flip a million shits.

A lot of people have asked me what I am planning to do now that I am graduating. My plan is slightly untraditional, but essentially, I will be finishing my biology minor this summer, studying for the MCATs (still, after postponing the test date once more), and taking the test on Sept. 11. Yes, Sept. 11. In the fall, I'm going to take some EMT ( Read more... )

I just wanna be awesome!

Lately, I've had a reoccurring theme in my life: Images.

My last guilty-pleasure classmate crush (a la "omgz cutie in homeroom<3") had been a strong image in my mind. I realized I was only in love with an image sometime a week or two ago at the Pub, where my interaction with him was more involved than simply exchanging texts to make the other ( Read more... )

The older I get the more I get the chance to realize that life is always complicated, and somehow, that makes things simpler. The closer I get to nature the happier I am. I think that's about as easy as life can get. Until then, I'll have to pile through school work to get to where I want to be. I'm going to have good and bad relationships. I' ( Read more... )

Its not easy to change, but I want to.

When I do change, I don't think it happens suddenly. Each and every time I've told myself that I would change on the spot, I fail not long after. When I have changed, I only realize it later in hindsight. The change had made had already become second nature to me, and when some memory comes back to me, I ( Read more... )

So, by a few serendipitous occurrences, I was reunited with someone I became pretty interested in. But for some reason, I kept getting the "he's just not that into you" vibe. I didn't get it. What was I doing wrong? I was so upset ( Read more... )

So, I just want to just be friends for at least till the summer, but I want him to like me during that time too.