First off, (random tangent) funny how the Norah Jones radio on Pandora actually plays the songs I already really like. Eerie ( Read more... )

those girls who thought they were in love with you boasted second hand chances
they were loud as hell, but they wouldn't ever understand
the quiet mornings we spent waking slowly by the warmth of the sunlight,
and your scent lightly kissed my nose
they grow anxious to see you, but they never knew
when you said i am the only

We bought my first real Christmas tree this year. Its tiny, and I really like it. Feels like a Charlie Brown Christmas. I then thought about how I love things like that. I love how I can fill this tiny tree with love. I love small houses to fill all the more love for. I love smaller parties. I love intimacy.

I was supposed to surf today, but I slept in... big time. Horrible feeling. If I don't go on Friday morning, shit will go down, guaranteed. I'm less than a year old on surfing, but this is it, its over for me, I'm done for. I'm addicted to surfing. Maybe I can share why ( Read more... )

When you drop in on a wave, everything suddenly hits slow motion. I can't begin to explain it. From the outside, it all seems to happen in less than a second: a quick paddle and a jump up. But as it is actually happening, I swear, time slows to the gradual pace of the wave breaking around you. You listen to the ocean, you feel your board for ( Read more... )

I had a really rough day out there this morning. I gave up early, and laid out on the sand. I'm not going to lie, I wanted to cry. Someone came up to me after his wave and asked me what was up. I said I was tired, I was having a bad day, and I got into some peoples' way. He said to me, "I saw some waves out there, it wasn't that bad. You just ( Read more... )

It seems the older I get, the less friends I can make with guys who have not yet, in some form or function, dissed me after not getting laid (or after the certain knowledge that they won't be getting laid) in a (decreasing) x amount of time ( Read more... )

the most fun thing about getting your period is knowing that you're not preggers!

CELLLLLL-EBRATE GOOD TIMES, CAH'MON!

I've been having less and less faith in the male race. You see, they really do all think only about one thing, and no one is safe, not even the nerds (prime example, hentai). Maybe that's just the way guys are programmed, and some are just better at hiding it than others. But man oh man... all guys really can be perverted douchebags when it comes ( Read more... )

I think taking advantage of the therapist and psychologist at school was probably one of the best things I've done for myself in my life. I can just feel the cracks healing. It takes day by day but I feel a little stronger. My only regret is that I didn't do it sooner.