I haven't updated since early september, so much shit has gone on. Somebody said a girl(call her dumbass) had weed. when the school officer searched dumbass she indeed did have marijuana on her. She wouldn't tell who sold it to her so the school people went back to the kid who narced on dumbass(call him narcy) and he said he thought it could be " ( Read more... )

Dudes!! Fuck I haven't posted in here in forever!! Senior year is awesome so far and I've been smokin a shitload but its all good. At the moment I'm sick but other than that I'm good. I went to indiana for a funeral and managed to get some vodka after the funeral. it was cool, i got the vodka from my cvousins, they helped sneak it into my drinks. ( Read more... )

The last entry I made was seriously lacking some important information about stupid shit that went down. In the post before the last one where i wrote about how Eddie was mad at me. He wasn't mad at me I found out, he was mad at justin because he liked justin and was hurt but still liked me. I talked to eddie and lori friday I think and Lori told ( Read more... )

Fucking summer school starts in a mere three and a half hours, joy. Luckily I found the combination to the lockbox where my ritalin is kept because my mom changed the combination. I actually need the ritalin for school and since I still have about 16 of the fake ones I replaced so I could snort the real ones I needed to get the real shit so I don't ( Read more... )

I am so sorry it's been so long bunnies, I still love you all!!! This past few months I guess have been so hectic and felt like a whirlwind because I've been drunk or fucked up probably 90% of the time, in fact I'm high as hell right now, but I feel the need to talk, or write in this case. The whole "relationship" thing with jon didn't work out, he ( Read more... )

Dude, summer is the greatest. I haven't had this good of and end to a school year in my life. I got completely trashed yesterday with a few friends and ended up making out with ashley in the creek. Lori took pics of us naked, if she sends them to me i'll be happy. I came home plastered and my mom tried talking to me for about ten minutes before she ( Read more... )

I took a few pills, only six because i was depressed. It wasn't a big deal, until my mom got involved. I had to go to the hospital to get my stomach pumped but got charcol instead. I was there for six hours and then they tried to admit me on the adult ward. They fucked up my arm with a needle and this dumb cunt asked me the same questions over and ( Read more... )

I'm fuckin tired of noone ever thinking about me. It's not like I have that many friends, and apparently they all have better things to do anyway. I fuckin hate not having anyone but a close-knit group that doesn't really care about me it seems. This always ends up happening to me no matter what group i chill with. I'm never even invited places ( Read more... )

Don't know why, but i've hit a downward spiral, can't think of anything positive, everything is plagued with negativity. I just can't deal, it's not one of those "oh my god i'm gonna cut" or anything that stupid, just a drug-addled mess. I'm not even on adderall, i stopped that for a while. I'm just lonely, i feel like there's a battle in my head, ( Read more... )

Ahhh!!! This weekend was awesome!! John came up from Richmond and slept at Nathan's house. We watched movies, weent to the mall and got matching spray on tattoos bc we're nerds like that and i bought him stockings and bought me a bustier. We didn't fuck yet but i really really like him and hope this whole thing works out, whatever it may be. My ( Read more... )