so, first day of school. very interesting. not so bad classes. not so bad. i think i might actually be able to handle myself this year. for some strange reason i feel really responsible all of a sudden. it's weird. met a gyu named lance that looks just like kevin. it's actually quite scary. he's my freshman. i love it. i als o met this sophmore ( Read more... )

at work yesterday. nothin's goingon, i'm chillin outside. wes walks up with some guy. he's all like, "oh my god!!! rudi!! i haven't seen you in so long!", getting all hysterical and hugging me and whatnot. he introduces me to his friend, sam. that was a totally unimportant detail but i didn't feel right not expressing it. anyway,he's being like ( Read more... )

i got my ears gauged today. i'm an 8. i'm gonna stop at 00. i realized something right after i did it. i have turned into a p-rocker. i am a walking cliche. i wear the clothes and listen to the music and now i have the piercings to match(oh, and i'm getting my nose pierced on my birthday). the only thing i'm missing is that "i'm so fucking punk ( Read more... )

so, ronda came over today at like 1, stayed till 3:30. we left, went to the college of alameda and saw theo vadpey in her precal class, kinda weird. left there, she went home. i went to montclair to meet up with janey. met up with janey. got free peet's coffee from super gorgeous sex god mike. burned my tongue trying to spark a bowl and drink ( Read more... )

so, my ipod broke. i took it to the mac store in emeryville and they gave a brand new one cuz they were too lazy to fix the old one. and get this, i got it for free along with hella accesories and shit. oh, i fucking love america. i just found out that 1 in 3 shildren in america is obese. as soon as my sister told me that, i started seein hella ( Read more... )

this dude at the bart station was hella trying to get at me. i asked him for a cigarette adn he gave me one was hella chattin it up and shit. he was kinda cute, but like one of those mexipunks and that's just not my style. and i was wearing my jeans with my entire ass(practically)exposed except i was wearig dark green tights and like a regular ( Read more... )

so...i've decided that being a normal perosn is too much work, so now, i am a home bum. i wear dirty sweatpants and gross holey shirts and flip flops(if i wear shoes at all) and a ratted sweatshirt that looks WAY too big and unflattering. i am low maintinance all the fucking way now man. fuck being cute. who have i got to be cute for? i think i ( Read more... )

i've been hanging out with this chick stef a lot lately. she's really cool. she's jason's twin sister so whenever i look at her i see her brother and i'm like damn ur fucking fine, but i don't really want to say that to her until i now if she would be down for that or whatever. wow, ok, i'm startin got get a little graphic, i'm gonna shut up now. ( Read more... )

i just came in from smoking and a bizarre thought just popped into my head. like, ok, over the past 3 or 4 months i've been smoking rather excessively. i'm pretty sure that if i died right now and whoever does autopsies did mine or whatever, my lungs would be disgusting. like, my lungs are dying. i get winded walking up the stairs for fuck's sake. ( Read more... )

yeah, well....strike that last entry. me and jason broke up, i don't really care, i can do much better.

and on a much lighter note: today was the first time in my life i was called jailbait by someone that didn't make me puke by his pedophilic nature. come to think of it, this guy was pretty fucking fine. i love being a girl.