Positive things are happening for me everyday.  I've started paying more attention to how and what I am eating.  Becoming healthier is more of a focus for me now and will be from now on.  This is not about dieting, but making sure I take care of myself and only consume what I need.  And you know what, I actually feel really good.  When I eat I feel ( Read more... )

Never in a million years would I have dreamed I would be where I am now or in a situation such as this ( Read more... )

Dave an I were not supposed to see each other for just under three weeks. I needed some stuff out of his car and texted the friend he is staying with to meet me so i could get them. Instead I got a call from a Dave who desperately wanted to hear my voice. He missed me, really and truly ( Read more... )

This next two weeks is going to be torture. Dave and I agreed that we would not speak until the Friday before Easter... Good Friday LOL I just realized it was Goof Friday. Now I know it will be a good friday lol ( Read more... )

I've been to all the familiar places ( Read more... )

you ever just stop and think; what am i doing?
There are many instance these days where i am stopping my self in the moment and asking that very question. Such as now... I am at Jason's house and I am thinking about how dreadful I feel to understand true longing and the wonderment of distraction. Damn i need interbots again...

I just watched Dave shave... Squeee!!!! I like watching him shave. He's so pretty.

That sums up everything. I can't say I am particularly happy right now, but I am not sad either. I am content. It's weird, but I like it. It's been too long since the last time I wrote something here. I am typing like a fiend, but there to too much to say so much has happened and I curse the fact i do not write enough for myself ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot about Dave lately and what I have with him. Even though things between him and I are not ideal, I've come to appreciate him for all he is and isn't. Dave is a guy who is fun to be with and for the most part very sweet in his own way. What he isn't is overly critical, cruel, or just plain mean. He doesn't intentionally ( Read more... )

Much has gone in the last few weeks. From the end of last month to now, thing have been chaotic, but have been so for the greater good. The place I was lving with Traci was being forclosed on. Thus, we moved and to two different places. I now reside with Jeanna, one of my dearest from the club. Work has been going well too. But I need to Find ( Read more... )