There are a million other things I should be writing about tonight, but the topic I want to hit is Jason. Yeah, yeah I'm not much closer to my goal of winning him over in the way I'd prefer, but there is much that has happened between us. As I have said in all my journals about him, he truly makes me happy. He is the one man that can make the ( Read more... )

A lot has happened in these last few weeks ( Read more... )

Sounded like a good title for this post... BOING. I'm exhaustifried ( Read more... )

Phyllis and Paul's wedding was wonderful. It was good to see everyone again and it felt like old times. Pensulcola (like I ever spell anything right) is an interesting place. I want to see Tampa... There are too many baptist churches and christian radio stations up in north west FL. I love old graveyards. Dinner going after a Wedding and bar ( Read more... )

just this. I'm in his room... Last night I got worried about him. Had a dream last night about him. weird.

kung-fu, mokhawks, and past times... (at ridgemont high? LOL)

Drama is at the club.

ugh.

new job; awesome!

Lonely....

BROKE!

Broken!

needs dinner badly.

computer; soon.

if i left you with littles bits of nothing would you still come running back for more?

This is the first night off I have had in a long time. As much as i enjoy going to the club, I need to take tonight off. I'm beyond exhausted and not too many seem to understand that (especially my mom). I'm pushing my body to it's limits and I have a feeling I am going to pay for it later. The thing my mom doesn't seem to understand is that I ( Read more... )

all i can think about is how much i want to be in his arms... and how scared i am to tell him that.

I love playing on the back patio at Respects!!! Teak and Patrick both are amazing teachers; especially Teak. Patrick named me after my car, Death Trap. The funny thing is, it's fitting. I want to get better at what I am doing before I start trying to buy my own equipment. Teak is nice enough to allow me to use his stuff while I am learning ( Read more... )

Today, Patrick, of all people, was my hero. No I'm not kidding... When I got off of work this evening and got in my car, Death Trap wouldn't start. Ummm, funny thing is I wanted to call Patrick to chill for a little bit anyway. I told him my situation and he came down to my work and picked me up. We went to wallymart got me a new battery and ( Read more... )