Tool with Jason was fucking amazing! I loved the concert and it was one of the most visually stunning shows I've ever seen ( Read more... )

The fleeting joy the springs up and the flowering disappointment are at such odds that leaves nothing but chaos in it's wake ( Read more... )

I'm playing with fire... Rather earthen fire made to lava... Can a fire sign really get burned? I think the answer is abundantly clear; I cannot have the one I want. Even now as I sit here at his computer I want to drown in a storm of tears that rivals the rain tha keeps me here ( Read more... )

grr argh! Jason, my dear sweet jason, please stop with confusing me. One night you are talking about friends being platonic and last night you talk about the difference between your friends. That female friends you will rough house with, but you would never lay your hands on a girl other than in a nice way. Then when I ask which I am you tell ( Read more... )

that about sums everything up...

saw shriek 3rd... it was funny as hell. dana i love you for always being there for me.

saw jason. he loved his toys and his anubis. i know him well. i hung out with him for the remainder of the evening. we almost kissed. he makes me happy.

To whoever reads this on a regular basis I am so sorry for not updating more often. Future self please excuse me because of the lack of time I've had I think I am going bonkers ( Read more... )

Much has happened in the passed few weeks; only I have been too distracted to write about it. I've spent waaaaaaaay too much money, but really I don't care. Make mistakes while you're young because they are easier to correct than when we are older. That is my theory and I am sticking to it ( Read more... )

But to wait for you, is all i can do and that's what i've got to face
Take a good look at me now, cos i'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance i've gotta take

That's how I feel right now... I think that is how I will feel for a long time.

What has my hopeful certainty for the future returned upon my desperation and difficult memory, besides wasted moments, whose questions are not resolved? Simple things went un-addressed, until such time as they could only pass away. Losing you shall (forever mark my breast. Injury knows no justice.)

is it wrong that I miss his touch? I care about him so much and all that I want to know is that everything is ok. Gods, I do miss him; he's a good man and a good friend ( Read more... )