you dont have to be rich to be my girl, you dont have to be cool to rule my world.

i dont think my medications working anymore...

when can i start functioning like a normal human being?
i watch you all try so hard to break your routine. how do i get one started.

so i think that my medicine isnt working or at least today im really depressed and all i can think of is how i live in my dads condo, and how he could be making money off of it if it wasnt for me leaching off him. i guess i should be cause im going to school but at the same time i wonder if my dad really wants me here he just seems to humor me and ( Read more... )

all i want to do is understand. is there anyone i can understand.

so my cieling is leaking and i dont konw what to do about it.

ive never gone back and read any of my entries. i'm really sad alot i wonder if this medicines helping, cause i reflect and notice i was sad alot. Im not sad now but i also recall only posting when i was sad so my data is skewed.

*shrug*

after today i have 4 days off who wants to reserve time to spend with me.

i wanna play in the hurricane.

because shane and kyle are the best friends ever they always threaten to kill me like good friends always do, you are so jealous.