hello wind
hello decency
hello confusion.

For once in a long while i find myself at home alone, and depresssed.

shane is so funny waking up he keeps going over and hitting snooze i wonder if i should put stuff in his way, like the fan and razor wire.

im going to start taking my medicine at a different time schedule cause waking up drugged was effecting to much of my day. I mean thats the real reason i stopped drink, that and my dance moves got too good.

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im so unsuitable for a companion it blows my mind.

ethics will be very very very fun. however it could just be a clever scientologist trying to fool me.

day 13: today i start school i hate waking up early and me and shane are both waking up early. i'm excited about having class with him cause id be nervous in there alone. i hope next semester kyle, shane, and I take that speech class cause it would be nice to have a class with kyle as well. this entry is done im tired and ranting.

bye.

So i watched garden state for the second time, and also Kyle seems to love the show "Quantum Leap." I'm still not seeing why but maybe later episodes will explain.

Day 12: I think i like this, i can carry conversation from step one to two without choas. But i shall see what the future holds.